?

  Did they turn and look because I was pretty?
Or was I a Spectacle?
  Was I a friend,
Or a distraction.
  Did I earn your attention?
Or was it given out of pity?
  Did I care enough?
Or too much?

Did I do anything,
  Worth anything,
To you?

  Did I let myself believe,
Was I lead to believe,
  Naive enough to believe,
That a person's heart was worth more,
  Than gold,  or silver?

I have been told I am too honest
 Dishonest,
Not able to handle real truth.
  When truth be told,
I appreciate a painful truth
   Much more than caressing lies.


There is no real answer to any of this.
just more questions.
So I stop asking them.
I simply,
Stop.